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Made A Decision

                   Here's a Question for You ...

      What have you done for AA -

or for a still suffering alcoholic -

today?

Have you had a thought today about others still out there caught in the hell of

our disease? 

I try to, but it's only because it was once sharply brought to my attention. 

It happened in the building I was living in.

My apartment back then, when I was much younger, was a busy place. People

in recovery dropped by regularly for coffee and A.A chats. I had sponsees there

doing step work. I held weekly studies on books that had helped me in my

own recovery. 

But one day an ambulance arrived out front. 

The paramedics were searching for a man who lived in my building, but I didn't

know him. His apartment number, however, was from "around back," so I

directed them there.

In due course the paramedics wheeled a stretcher from the back apartment to

their ambulance out front. 

On the stretcher was a living skeleton, a rack of bones covered with tight yellow

skin, topped by an enormously swollen belly. 

My neighbor. 

Dying of alcoholism.

So there I was, Little Miss A.A., living The Promises while my neighbor was

quietly drinking himself to death just a few doors away.

How about your neighbor? 

Is he or she dying of alcoholism? 

Do you know?

 

More importantly, do you care?

Because of my own apartment experience I learned to pay closer attention to the

people living near me. And I let people know I'm in recovery from our chronic

terminal illness whenever I think that information might be helpful. 

As it says in our Big Book: 

Near you, alcoholics are dying helplessly like people on a sinking ship. If you live

in a large place, there are hundreds. High and low, rich and poor, these are

future fellows of Alcoholics Anonymous. 

Among them you will make lifelong friends. You will be bound to them with new

and wonderful ties, for you will escape disaster together and you will

commence shoulder to shoulder your common journeyThen you will know what it means to give of yourself that others may survive

and rediscover life.

You will learn the full meaning of 'Love thy neighbor as thyself.' 

That's as true - maybe even more so - than when our Big Book was written.

So what can we do?

 We can invite doctors, nurses, police officers, social workers, and others to our

open meetings. We can provide those same people with A.A. brochures.

We can answer their questions. 

Our groups can hold Fourth Step workshops. 

We can also host other kinds of workshops offering information about A.A.,

where speakers share about service, our steps, our traditions, The Importance

of Meetings, A.A. literature, and so much more.

Our groups can also offer public workshops where non-alcoholics can attend

and hear a couple of A.A. speakers, an Al-Anon speaker, and then to have

a question and answer session for those in attendance.

And we, as individuals, can carry the message to that person in tonight's

news - the one now headed to jail after causing a fatal accident while drunk.  

My home group had business cards printed to hand out or leave where they

might do some good. They read: 

"If you want to drink, that's your business. If you want to quit, that's ours ...

A.A, has been helping people stay sober for nearly 100 years."

 (And then it gave contact information). 

I recently heard about people in A.A. who were repelled and repulsed by a wet

drunk who showed up at their meeting. Can you even imagine that?

That drunk was there to show everyone what we were like - so that those there

could help him become the sober person he was meant to be. 

That's Our Job!!!

My sobriety - and yours - is given us just for today and is "contingent on the

maintenance of our spiritual condition."

 That means prayer, meditation, step work, book studies, meetings and giving

our sobriety away to someone who needs it. That's how we get to keep it, people.

The seats in A.A. are never empty. Lost members are soon replaced when

God points another newcomer in our direction, a person perhaps more

willing in sobriety to do the job we've been given to do.

I was fortunate in early recovery to be taken on a lot of 12-step calls where I

often got to see late-stage alcoholism up close and personal.

I hated those calls at the time, but I'm very grateful for them now. 

It was there I learned those of us who have escaped drinking - just for today -

are uniquely qualified to pull others out of the jaws of our ugly disease.

But all of us can, and often do, coast along on our own sobriety, skipping

meetings, not calling our sponsor, not being willing to do service in our

group ... truly skating along on thin ice. 

We are not ever cured of our cunning, baffling and powerful disease.

Not paying attention to the basics of our recovery every single day is truly playing with fire.

Our lives before A.A. weren't pretty. Lives of baffled defeat never are.

Those of us given a second chance at life in A.A. are the lucky ones.

Most drunks never even get inside the door for their first meeting. 

But coasting in our recovery for too long leads many of us back to drinking.

That wake-up call sometimes does the trick and we, with new understanding,

return to fully embrace our miraculous program. 

But some of us don't make it back, because for us to drink is to die.

So every recovering addict is a miracle. Many of us should have been

dead long ago. We have been given a second chance at life and the

promises of A.A. guarantee us a good one -

as long as we continue to give our sobriety away to others.

Helping others is the foundation stone of your recovery.

A kindly act once in a while isn't enough.

You have to act the Good Samaritan every day, if need be.

Alcoholics Anonymous 4th Edition

One of my good A.A. friends, a man with 30-plus years recovery, says he

gets choked up with emotion every time he hears the "Responsibility Pledge"

read in a meeting. 

Here it is:

"I am responsible. When anyone, anywhere, reaches out for help,

I want the hand of A.A. always to be there.

And for that: I am responsible."

My friend takes that pledge seriously. 

I do, too. 

Every single sober one of us owes a debt of gratitude to A.A. that we can

never repay no matter how long we live. 

So my question remains: 

What have YOU done for A.A. - or for a still suffering alcoholic - today?